OPEN UP...

I have procrastinated so much on my writing that it is scary. At one point in my life I was just fed up and done with it all. I felt it was me saying to God that since nothing productive was coming out of me pouring my heart and thoughts out, then why continue? The problem was that just because I did not SEE the results, did not mean there were none produced. It does bless my soul to read the comments shared from those who read my words. It is more so of a blessing to know that in my obedience someone else was able to be healed from a situation or there was revelation given to them based on their personal experiences. Do I always need reassurance that people are actually being blessed by my obedience? No...but it never hurts to hear the feed back. Even if its not a million people...just the one or two lets me know I have done my job!

The book of Romans will be my devotional for the month. I have made a sound commitment to God that I would get back into my word on a daily basis. I can dedicate time to everything else it seems but God. I can no longer afford to gamble with my life or His time for that matter. One thing I know without a shadow of a doubt is that 2012 is the year to LIVE ON PURPOSE! My purpose on this Earth is my first priority....not my career, not my health and wellness, not my dreams and/or goals, not being the next millionaire, etc. My first priority is to do what I was sent to this Earth to do even before the Earth was created by God.

For years I have sat this purpose and this includes writing. It never dawned on me that I was always able to express myself more clearly in written form than I was in verbal communication. Anytime my heart was overwhelmed with any type of emotion I was able to majestically transform those emotions into a written creation which unlocked a world full of mystery in which no one was ever exposed to but me and God. Then I realized how selfish I had become. God gave me something to share with others and out of my own fear and doubt I hid it from the world because I thought I would not be accepted or liked as others were. OH BUT GOD! No more time to waste with excuses. No more time to procrastinate because I simply was too lazy to do what I was called to do. No more time to put off what should have been done so long ago. I am blessed because God let me know at the beginning of this year that I HAVE LOST NOTHING!

2012 is the year in which I share with the world all that God has placed in me to share, but only at the right time. I could easily vomit up years of writing but I have to be obedient and sensitive to the plan God has set before us in order to ensure my assignment is being completed according to what He has designed. There are so many locked doors hidden in the secret caves of my heart. There are so many things God has shown me through dreams and visions. There is simply so much inside that I am about to burst because I have held on to it for so long. Bishop mentioned something on Sunday that has stuck with me everyday... Two reasons why you should be dropping something. 1. Someone is coming behind you who needs it! 2. You can't keep it all, you have to make room for where you are going and your hands cannot be filled! How amazing is this. Talk about a release Sunday. I keep asking God for more and He keeps telling me that I did nothing with what I was already given. Foolish! I cannot wait to share my heart and thoughts with the entire world. This is why my blog remains OPEN! I want everyone to read it and have access to it. It was placed in me to give out FREELY so that is what I will do.

Pay attention dear friends and even all doubters. Be careful to listen to what is not always made obvious. There are signs and times which were spoken of long ago which are coming to pass in this year. There are things God is about to reveal which are only for those who are CALLED to understand. There are mysteries being unlocked and miracles being performed. God will only allow so much chaos to resume before He steps down and makes His presence known. Do not be alarmed at how fast the churches will fill this year. Do not be alarmed at the quick transformation in people's character. Do not be alarmed when the scriptures began to come alive for all to see. God is not a liar and He never was. I don't care how you pronounce Jesus...He is still the one and only true savior of the world.

GET READY CHURCH! GET READY!