Dear Adam

I always have this feeling that my husband will be reading my blog without my knowledge so I write him letters and post them so that he is aware that I am praying and thinking of him. I like to think that our spirits sometimes leave our bodies in our sleep and meet in the heavens just to sit and talk as we patiently await for God to unlock the mysteries of the spiritual so that our natural bodies can experience what our spirits have already developed. I sometimes think that as he is reading my words I post for the world to see; he understands they are only meant for the heart of ONE and in this moment where we are being refined he knows that his wife will forever embrace the beauty of time.





My Adam,




I am constantly praying for you. Since you have yet to be given access to me I can only write you these letters in secrecy for the entire world to see. I guess my mindset is why wait for you to be present with me before I confess my undying love for you semi-intimately. Granted I don't know your name or even recognize your face; however I know that there is a connection between us that I long to embrace. Just to see you smile as you acknowledge the beauty I hold and understand the pride that God allows you to unfold mesmerizes me beyond capacity. I adore your strength, your courage, your faith. I admire your wisdom, your style, your grace. I appreciate the sacrifices you continue to make, for a man of your stature is not easy to break. Thank you for holding me, for loving me, for just being there. Thank you for your friendship and the kind words that you share. Thank you for your time, your energy and more. Thank you for allowing me to walk through this unopened door. For God as allowed us to enter into a state in which many only long for. He has seen our heart's desires and the things that we have hoped for. I pray for you always and carry you in my heart. I long for the day in which we can hear "let no man tare them apart". I admire you for the man of God you are and how you allow his words to be synchronized in your heart. Understand that I am a lady awaiting your arrival and in that moments time we can be two beings acting as one in this life of survival. You are my king, my leader, my strength...you are the only one who can be deemed heaven sent. Thank you for your patience as God continues to mold me, because I was not quite the wife you wanted nor the wife I needed to be. I am on my way... this diamond in the rough. But God has put me in a secret place where only you have the knowledge of. So I will wait ever so quietly for God to reveal to you where I stand; and praying that with ever step you take...it only transitions you into a better man.




With all my love,




Your Rib