A Creation

Years ago, I asked God to show me who I was in his eyes and He gave me this...it still makes me emotional just going back over it!


A Creation…




She is me in the after life, a beautiful creature created with love and passion

Molded from pain and suffering but polished with hope and prosperity

The external parts of her are structured with strength to secure all valuable assets

The internal parts are like a delicate flower; soft and sweet like honey that nourishes the soul



Nothing can break her spirit and her determination was set before her entrance into the world

Faced with life’s trials and hardships, people turning their backs and closing their doors

Realizing love is a foolish antic played by those trying to gain higher access to fame

She pushes nonsense aside and seeks the one who whispered to her soul



Now awake, her eyes are those of angels able to see the spiritual phase as realistic

Aspirations take over her mind and cause her heart to find shelter

No longer gambling with finicky things and people who seemed to care

Driven by the force from her dreams that tells her happiness is far and beyond



In order to experience such a thing as success, she takes a voyage across a world no longer hers

She sees the things life has done to the beauty created by the one she loves the most

Tears overwhelm her internal beauty allowing anger to boil at a level that causes pain

Unable to face the ugliness that greed caused from every single man



Taken back to the thought of who she was before she was transformed into her new being

Understanding life is never easy and nothing given is really free, a price is paid somehow

She sees new opportunity in everything she is introduced too and things she stumbled upon

Changing her perception on life as whole and the methods in which she now travels



She is me in the current state of mind, the girl who wanted big but lived small

The one that chased after a vision that was planted in her womb before the stars were created

Heaven is her home now and she sits upon the billions who were called as she was

Destiny complete but the mission is still in full pursuit, to a paradise never seen before



A creation almost as beautiful as the sun saying hello and goodbye at the same time

Difficult for man to appreciate for her value has no monetary value but is rich beyond means

Set aside not for the satisfaction of a man, but for the one that created her for himself

Too see that such a creation as this, is rare, and can never be duplicated…so the mold was broken



She is who I was….who I continue to be…who I will end up like

She is me!



N’Shae 2007