When I wrote this one years ago...I thought it was simply a daydream...what I did not realize was that it was God showing me what I needed to be on the lookout for!
Daydreaming…
I see him in my dreams, in my spirit, in my realm
I wonder what he’s doing, if he’s happy, if he’s grim
No he doesn’t know me…and he probably never will
But I say a prayer for him, cause the thought of him gives me chills
I don’t know his name, his face, or his smile
I don’t know if he’s single or married with a child
I wonder what makes him wake… every single day
And if the morning sun brings happiness to his face
No he is not my soul mate. Well maybe in another life
Maybe once before he was my mistress or even my wife
Only God knows the passion that my heart seeks
And the fruit that bares from my soul that yearns for him to eat
So I sit and watch the trees flirt with the light brisk wind
And wonder if what I endure will ever come to an end
I have the hole where my heart used to be
And I know a transplant is coming to restore my energy
To give me back life and the last breath I once took
To look into my life and re-write this old book
And once I stand again and run to be free
I know that one I seek will be looking for me
N’Shae
6/13/07
I am an outspoken and articulate yet venerating mouth piece that is fueled by a burning soul. See the expressions and sentiments that are shared are only a mere crack in the ceiling to a world that is unlike all others. Yet totally optimistic about the realities of life, I still have to be mindful that what I hope for still may never be. Welcome to my world! Welcome to the world of Miss Natalie…The world in which emotions and faith run a course and in times runs into each other.
Tha Non-Fiction Version
- Miss Natalie
- This is a way of escape to express myself to an audience without a capacity. This is my life, my strengths, my weakness, my fears, my hopes, my doubts, my everything. An Outlet of Relief!
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